Waiting 4aMuse

How far will a falling star take me? How far can I go? It's got to be what the nightmare made me, also be what I see... Can't give what you need from me baby, so you better just let it go! Stop. You are bringing me down you break me down! You are just breaking me down to the ground.

Too much is made of what's in me, not enough about how I strive... Keep an eye on your world it's cheating, deep inside there's a little place for me... Can't give what you want from me sweet baby, just leave it be!

Once you've experienced these long day alone, you can easly see that emptiness is so real, it carves you and torns you, makes you fold... Never having peace of mind, no space to think and no place to be, running from what you can't see... So turn and face these empty eyes, all alone, heart untold, numb for sure...

Replace this fear inside! Take this numbness from me... I want to find... I want to shine... I want to rise... Break me down, I'm just trying to fin you!

I've never gotten the simple thrill of a solo. I've never seen the point in you killing you. I've always backed my words with what I do. I'll always bite my tongue to comfort you... Lover what do you offer me? Lover what do you have for me?

Your eyes deny a life that dulls your pride. Your eyes they hide through me, you'll heal with time! Your empty words feed my strength, look inside and you will see! I am, my own, and that's something to me! I've grown, too strong to be under your feet...

These deeds of shame and the world around me, they all know my pain... You found me here, waiting for your chance you would reach inside and take all of me, you watch your lies smother me again... But now you can't! It's over now, I'm taking my back on you. Don't even try, you're wasting time, jump back I'll beat you down and turn around I'm fighting my way through you!

I tried so hard, thought I could do this on my own but I've lost so much along the way... This became a waste of time.