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Of romanticism and romantics..
It's not quite normal when a single world revolts in my mind to the point I feel inspired enough to write about it, but it happened. Since last week the word has been picked up several times by my ears -which should have been hearing music instead- and so began the debate. The debate went on night and day; even when I was sleeping I could hear myself making a fuss about it; It would not matter where I was, it did not matter with who I was, the debate was being held non-stop and I was the host, the least I could do was take part in and make conclusions.
Whenever I saw something be categorized/tagged/described with the word, I did nothing but fall into denial and reject whatever was being offered to me. Be it a movie or a book, it doesn't quite matter. As it became normal, the word romance's always got to do with fights and the impractical love we've all seen in movies, something that's cloying, sickish and discomforting. It makes perfect sense, why would anyone NOT reject something like
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Waiting 4aMuse
How far will a falling star take me? How far can I go? It's got to be what the nightmare made me, also be what I see... Can't give what you need from me baby, so you better just let it go! Stop. You are bringing me down you break me down! You are just breaking me down to the ground.
Too much is made of what's in me, not enough about how I strive... Keep an eye on your world it's cheating, deep inside there's a little place for me... Can't give what you want from me sweet baby, just leave it be!
Once you've experienced these long day alone, you can easly see that emptiness is so real, it carves you and torns you, makes you fold... Never having peace of mind, no space to think and no place to be, running from what you can't see... So turn and face these empty eyes, all alone, heart untold, numb for sure...
Replace this fear inside! Take this numbness from me... I want to find... I want to shine... I want to rise... Break me down, I'm just trying to fin you!
I've never gotten the simple t
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Forgotten 4aMuse
I heard a voice through the discord, a deluge of passers by, I saw one gaze frozen in time watching me passing by... And I swear I'll know your face in the crowd and I'll hear your voice so loud when you're whispering...
You'll keep trying to entertain me, but babe once your picture becomes tainted, it's plain for everyone to see, no matter if you always said you were going to make it... You need to know that everything is going to change, your life is never going to be the same.
After all, I'm sitting here like a loaded gun, waiting to shoot off and I've got nothing to do, but shoot my head off you!... And I know the world's got problems I even got problems of my own, and you know I got to go out, get something for my head cause if I keep on doing this I'm going to end up dead.
I'm still waiting to hear the same old prayer by the same old people, and I can't seem to understand the meaning sometimes, no matter how clear they can be, I think there's this hidden message in it... "Hey unf
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Dreams n Answers 4aMUSE
First time in a long time that I get to dream, or at least to remember any of it, I was enjoying my dream until my imagination popped you in, yeah, it was a great dream, until you appeared in between, it was suffocating and so confusing....
Pictures fading and I started sweating, it was not a dream anymore, I was stuck in a nightmare with you, all you did was come and go, leaving me so disoriented, I couldn't understand a bit of what you were telling me to do... I need to find a way to just move on!
Deny it but I am alone, and I keep asking you what's happening to me, you just stare at my face with a smiley face, and you do nothing but confuse me even more, and if I ever had a sense of security, well I've just lost it, you make me feel so weird sometimes...
And I'll stay confused and depressed, until the day you finally understand all the things I've told you, until you decide it's time to stop playing I guess... Yet there's this feeling deep inside that makes me go so mad, and you may
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irRelevant 4aMUSE
Maybe I've been away for too long now, maybe I've never been away at all... There are only a few things bothering me now, things I could easly get rid of, but I think I won't, they actually entertain me really good... I'm not in a rush, I'll just wait for more to come.
How far will I go to? In the search for my pride, and I can no longer understand this thoughts in my mind... Just want to know, Am I right? Is it good? Or am I really cursed? Cursed to live the same nightmare all night, waking to live the same steps and walk the same route...
I will never bother you, neither will I promise to, I will never follow you, never speak a word again, I will crawl away for good... I will move away from you, you wont be afraid of me... I'm so warm and calm inside, I no longer have hide... Nothing really bothers me, nothing really touches me, the things have never been so swell and I have never failed to fail...
You'll know you are right babe, when ever you really are... I live a life and I usuall
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WideSpread Mental End
I can't tolerate your sadness 'cause it's me you are drowning, babe you're draining me, I feel so guilty... Am I forced to have any regrets? I've become a lie, so powerful and free! In my righteous own mind I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me...
I've lost the ability to paint the clouds, I'll just write them instead, I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark tale... Destiny takes it's turn, and so I hear my voice again! The tale of the bitter man there I am and so I shake the silence and hear what it says, the tranquil pride that become the lie...
I'm digging to the rythm of the echoes made by the solitary prison of mine, I'm so desperate and ravenous, while you live in your land with confusion, I'll live in my clear land, my so longed exile... In the middle of a desperate change, I've made a mistake.
I wish I wouldn't have give you my time, I'm so lucky so cursed to fucked up, a rush to my head makes me feel my weakness, but that's the way it goes, the better days just hacked away
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WideSpread Mental Poison
I'd like to be the one to protect to form, your enemies and your choices, I'd love to isolate you... I'd love to isolate you and save you from your self...
A lamentation I sigh, again and again, there's a spiritual eclipse taking place... The gateways are closed for me to seek, the night, the cold veil of the night... Do not turn your face towards me, I'm trying to confront me with my loneliness... While you are, you are in a forest unknown... And your voice is vast and achromatic, but still so precious, mesmerized, leaves me kaleidoscopic...
When we both walk the shadows, it will set me ablaze and make me vanish... Black rose... It is getting dark again, let the dusk shuffle across the fields, the evening trees moan as if they knew that at night I always daydream of you...
Bring me through, carry my empty shadow... Please guide me inside your warped labyrinth to the well of sin, I swear I will always love you, don't hesitate to leave me speechless... Am I like them? Those who mourn an
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WideSpread Mental War
My soul it screams for you, can you not hear it? My arms reach out for you, why cant you take them? My heart burns only for you, can you extinguish it? My love only to love you, why cant you love me too? Insert a command and change it all again, it changes right away.
Is it time to make a change? Are we closer than before? Can we help them break away? Are we profiting from war? It's time to make a change! You give me something that nobody else can give.
You don't speak. You don't judge. You can't leave. You can't hurt me. You're just here for me to use. You are a weapon of mine... I long only to be held and care for, why cant it be, am I to die alone and bitter? No wait... What the hell is wrong with me? You are wrong, I'm not like that, you can't label me...
Why cant you see? Like a vampire biting my heart, you suck the love right out of me... Don't even care as my blood stains the floor, it cannot be cleaned! You cut me out and tore me through, six feet unders the place for me... My
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WideSpread Mental Enemy
When the good becomes too bad and the bad comes too good... That's when you know you are doing something wrong, there must be something wrong happening to you, you might not live your life like you should... People always have to live inside their lies, remember that kid and what are you going to do? People... are people and nothing more. So tell me why should I be? It's kind of sad when you don't know the meaning, I know... But you and I shouldn't get along, you should hate me...
You are denied still, it's just a simple request, you give something in, I give something out... I feel so empty tonight, come in and fill my heart, fill it up with you, because that's all I need... Take me to the highest mountain, cover me of all the storms, I see my future in your eyes, and all I want is to be lifted up...
I preffer to follow your steps, I preffer to follow... But I'll guess I'll walk alone, I made my road and I'm not scared of continuing, I'll always be near you, everynigh... If you call I
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WideSpread Mental Answer
Getting lost within my self, every love has left a scar... Will I learn how to be one of them some day? Will I ever know why they cry?... I gave all I had to you, do you really know me?... Don't know...
It's the all or nothing at all, risking it all for a moment of bliss and satisfaction, looking forward to be with you, this is what I've avoided for so much time now... All or nothing at all, either way I'm about to lose it, there's one more thing for me out here.
You can take me to this better place, and I'd never need you to leave me, I feel like this life is over... I'd like to run away, I'd leave today, if I get away, It'll be ok... Just as long as I'm with you, It'll be ok... Take me to this place you can give me, maybe that'll make me feel like my life's not over... And I would... I would never need you to leave me, and I'll never ask you to leave me, I know there's a place, where we can start all over...
However things go, what ever words I say, I'll always be the same... I'll al
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WideSpread Mental Threat
I can see how you are beautiful, I can feel it in my eyes, but I'm shy and I turn my head right away... Sometimes I wonder why you look at me and avoid my eyes... I see, can't have you, can't leave you, and every waking hour I feel you taking power from me, I must stop this... You'll see me wondering why...
Just talk to me, show me your pity, but I'm shy can't you see... Welcome and come it, yes this is me... I gave once too much and now, I can't get rid of the things that perturb my mind, you can't read an unwritten book, it's easier to kill the poet instead. I wonder, did I love too much? Did I cross the final line?... Rip my life and spread the news, cut my wings and make me choose! I'll leave my remorse and my regards in the graveyard, they've been already buried...
I know I'm an easy target, I'm sold on the black market... But how would you feel if I steal what you need? What makes you think you won't burn in hell?... You see a life but not mine, read me a line from your torture g
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WideSpread Mental Push
This strange ideal of pursuit that has been created on my mind, this anger, this weird feeling I still can't seem to comprehend at all, where does it come from and first, why did it come? I guess it's useless to think of an answer, there's no actual way of knowing it... Some times I wonder, why have I been cursed to this? Some times I say, "hell, this is what I call bliss"...
Still, I'll never know if I'm right or wrong, no one can tell you at all when or not, there are no signs and no symptoms to this sickness, and everyday that goes by, I come to the same conclusion, everything, is in your head, even the smallest thing, everything, absolutely everything stands within you... But that statement comes followed by another big incognito... How to use such thing?
Even If one day I'm able to find out why do I or not feel, I can't even come to think if it would be by any means possible, to find an answer to this last question... Is it just me? Is it just fear? Fear to open my eyes and find m
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WideSpread Mental Balance
In the search for my self, the battle starts again, such a complicated problem, it's impossible to know who plays the evil or good part, is it me? is it fear?... It hurts to think about it, I can't even get the sums together... Please, draw my bitterness, make the pictures fade away It's never too far gone the limits, time is never too far gone...Distract me, push my, the truth in ever I'm scared of what will it be!
e into another direction, this wall that I'm staring into, it's starting to crumble, you can see the pieces falling, give me faith to reach for the new and pull me apart and do me all over, I'll need a re-make after this, I'm scared of what I will be...
Break the fuses that hold me back, but my eyes see a different world and I'm begging... I need a new solution, but all I do is turning into flames now. How can you think I'll stop to care? How can you say I'll let you fall? I thought I had the truth, I thought I saw the truth, but you've lied to me even more... What's wrong
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WideSpread Mental Violence
If you sail this way I won't take that way, fuel for the fire on which I thrive... Spit me out, I'm gald I dont belong, I don't belong to you... save me the speech, you'll be forgotten and gone... Pride gives much more bliss, I'm so restless... The walls drain my thoughts, room with no sun... Can't find my way out, too be honest, I don't want to find it, this used to be my home, but this is far from confort...
With a hand in the knob of the door, and the other one triying to cath you... I think it's a matter of time before I let go of it, sooner or later, tired of running behind you... And you know the game, you live or you lie it, keep searching, yes, keep on searching, the search will go on, on and on... You'll never find what you are looking for, tic toc, the time runs out, your life time will determine your death style... You'll live in lie, you'll die in lie.
What are you standing there for? Are you specting me to save you? I my self, I'm waiting for my savior... Why would I waste
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Let's see if I really keep active at all xd
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Gpozz Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2012
Hey bro, hace un tiempo que no se de ti, hope you are all right, gracias por los favs man
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Renkashi Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2010  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the watch :)
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Daniel-MK Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2010
no probs
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thank you for the fav!
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Daniel-MK Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2010
no probs ;D
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parodik Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2010  Student Digital Artist
Thx for the :+fav: :slow:
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Daniel-MK Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2010
np
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UnnaSkull Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2010  Student Photographer
Thanks for the favs :3 ^_^
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Daniel-MK Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2010
np ;D
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